You are what wakes me in the morning. You are what lets me fall asleep. You are the one’s always with me. Even in my dreams. I will always love you through good times and bad. Because you are always there; my mom and my dad.

I love the way you watch over me, and surround me with your prayers. And I am sorry for my mistakes.  Please forgive my errors. I know that you will, just because you’re my parents. Thank you for watching over me, and catching me when I fall. Thank you for loving me even when I seem lost.

I love you both very much, and pray for you regularly.  It’s probably a good thing I do. Just know what a trouble I can be. I love you both very much, and could never tell you enough. What a blessing it is to have all of your love.

Although I don’t know whom you are I love you. Even though we might have never met I love you. I know God is working with you, just as he is working with me to prepare us for each other.

That is how I already know I love you. God made us especially for each other. He made your personality fit mine, and made mine a match for yours. He has planned out how we will meet, and knows we are right for each other. He has a plan for both of our lives, and I can’t wait for it to shine out.

I already think about your smile, and wonder what you are like. I wonder if you are following His plan, and I pray daily that you are. I pray that you stay pure in heart, and that you will find joy in knowing God is your savior. I love the way you make me think of Him. Even before I know who you are. I hope and I pray that you are already in my life just waiting for God to show you who I am. Just like I am waiting.

I try to keep every relationship pure for you. Just in case I’m not with who God has planned for me. I don’t run into relationships until I am sure it is what God wants me to do. So who is to say I am not already with you, but then again who is to say God isn’t just trying to teach me something through the relationship I am in. I am not sure what God is doing right now, but I do know I am dong what he wants me to.

I have prayed long and hard, and end up with no real answer; all I can truthfully say is that I do love you. And I love that you are out there somewhere loving me. And maybe God has already put you in my life. Who am I to second-guess His plan, but maybe not?

I really get tired of wondering.

Hey guys,

I am having a blast… I was asked to manage/coach a baseball team here in Kirksville. This is a group of 16-18 yr old guys, and a lot of them are Stevens’s friends. We are called the Mustangs, and will be playing a bunch of games both in Kirksville and on the road this summer.

Most of are games are on the weekends, and we will be traveling to Booneville, Canton, Quincy, Wayland, Lewistown… and a bunch of other places.

This is a great group of guys. They are all good athletes and several of them are on the High School Football and Wrestling teams. I am excited to have Matt Small (my nephew) on the team. He is a strong guy and can really pitch and hit. Right now we are getting organized, having practice, and finding sponsors.

One thing I am finding out is that baseball at this level is not cheap. KBSA is our covering organization here in Kirksville, but we will be playing Senior Babe Ruth and American Legion Leagues. We will also play some High School and JV College type teams.

I will try to keep bogging about this experience as the summer goes on… GO MUSTANGS!!!