You are what wakes me in the morning. You are what lets me fall asleep. You are the one’s always with me. Even in my dreams. I will always love you through good times and bad. Because you are always there; my mom and my dad.

I love the way you watch over me, and surround me with your prayers. And I am sorry for my mistakes.  Please forgive my errors. I know that you will, just because you’re my parents. Thank you for watching over me, and catching me when I fall. Thank you for loving me even when I seem lost.

I love you both very much, and pray for you regularly.  It’s probably a good thing I do. Just know what a trouble I can be. I love you both very much, and could never tell you enough. What a blessing it is to have all of your love.

Although I don’t know whom you are I love you. Even though we might have never met I love you. I know God is working with you, just as he is working with me to prepare us for each other.

That is how I already know I love you. God made us especially for each other. He made your personality fit mine, and made mine a match for yours. He has planned out how we will meet, and knows we are right for each other. He has a plan for both of our lives, and I can’t wait for it to shine out.

I already think about your smile, and wonder what you are like. I wonder if you are following His plan, and I pray daily that you are. I pray that you stay pure in heart, and that you will find joy in knowing God is your savior. I love the way you make me think of Him. Even before I know who you are. I hope and I pray that you are already in my life just waiting for God to show you who I am. Just like I am waiting.

I try to keep every relationship pure for you. Just in case I’m not with who God has planned for me. I don’t run into relationships until I am sure it is what God wants me to do. So who is to say I am not already with you, but then again who is to say God isn’t just trying to teach me something through the relationship I am in. I am not sure what God is doing right now, but I do know I am dong what he wants me to.

I have prayed long and hard, and end up with no real answer; all I can truthfully say is that I do love you. And I love that you are out there somewhere loving me. And maybe God has already put you in my life. Who am I to second-guess His plan, but maybe not?

I really get tired of wondering.

To my great grandma

I can remember the days sitting in your house listening to you talk. You were always telling storys about Jesus and how he loves us. Every time I saw you , you always gave me hope. Even if I didnt get to know you the best, you were still my grandma. You would always be excited every time you saw us, and always made us feel at home.

I came home from a trip to find out the news, and grandma, know I always loved you. I know that your in heaven , and I will see you again some day. You showed me how to follow Jesus, and do whats right through how you lived your life. Even though sometimes i might fall short I know about the mercy seat because of you. Grandma I love you and, I cant wait till I see you again.

miss you tons

Steven  younglood